Sunday, March 19, 2006
wat a bz week, so many things happening, didnt have a good slp thru out man..1st of all bike broke down, for 4 days i took public transport to work, gotta wake up very early in the morning and the train take ages to arrive, realise how dependent im on my bike, juz cant tolerate taking public, lotsa precious time wasted.repaired for over 300 bucks, juz cant bare to sell it , now repaired but still unstable with hicupps here and there.
got promoted to 3SG with i didnt really want, for wat ? more shit coming my way. 6 more mths , endure!
then i got a swollen eye for 5 days , bike fall sick , so did i ,look like a freaking monster, one eye dragon, awful, had a terrible time at work, finally today on sunday it subsided a bit, hope its completely gone when i wake up tomolo.
literally didnt had a weekend this week, spent the whole saturday at camp ulu ulu, marshalling and guiding vehicle into parking, more like a valet boy, thanks SAF. reach home dead tired, didnt have the engery to go out any more , still i mustered up engery to go meet up my fren over coffee,
juz as i settled down , recieved a SMS, you are activated!, report bla bla bla...how sick can tat be.... LL, tats wat u will learn in army ,
sunday morning gone, nvm 4get it , earn 1.5 days off back.
glad this week is finally over , next week will be a better week, and the week after will be even better cos i m on leave the whole WEEK!

still gota get bz this week, as some higher authories is coming to inspect my guard room, as im now taking charge of the camp guard room, and i juz took over, wat luck.

i have many plans where i had yet to come to a conclusion and make a decision, like wat skool to go to, wat bike to buy , so many things and planning , i have no time to tink abt it , hope i will settle all my thinking on my week on leave, i feel such like a wuss, unable to come to a decision after thinking for so long . its the decidin point for the next 5 years of my life

As i looked at some of my frens frenster profiles, some of them had started work, got their degrees , esp girls of my age, felt lagging behind, thanks again SAF, finsih my ns, go study , finsih wat age liao..slow , too slow , tats not gonna be the way man. i will catch up .
Everytime i see big cars , nice houses, i will be spurred on to wan to succeed in life , though im not a step into the hardship yet.

Sometimes i juz wish i had a talking machine, tat will advise me at to do , at times u juz really dont know wat to do .