Wednesday, August 24, 2005
its early in the morning..no one's in office, so time to blog, was juz lookin at classified ads for motorcycles, happen to see the big 4 brands for 600cc for sale , damn i was so freaking tempt, honda,yamaha,suzuki and last my fav , kawa, my blood is circulating like crazy, its all bikes in my head now , but its the cash problem, haiz, cashflow, who got 2k to loan me, will clear back all by 2007 JAN, haha~..meanwhile looking for frens who are interested in taking over my current bike for 2k, dun wish to sell to a stranger cos i will never see it again man, this bike of mine though crappy at times but it has lotsa memories and fun i had with it, haiz.. if only man..
Was listening to radio few nights ago, heard a new song by Andy lau, boy it was nice, title" Zhai shou yi chi wo ai ni" direct translation(Say once more i love u ) haha..
quite a nice song, andy lau new songs are always a hit even though he had been less active, releasing album once a while, this time its kinda special, the song had a story with it, when i caught it on radio, i was lying on the bed abt to slp then i heard it, feels good man like someone reading me a bedtime story, how nice, anyway its a very touching story and heres a brief summary of wat i mananged to catch in my slpy daze..btw i missed the begining part of it,

when i caught it, it was like this, andy lau was assisting in a car accident, a lady was injured and he was assisting his help as a passer-by, he called the ambulance and the same time trying to help make the victim comfortable,talking to her keepin her awake.he felt a strange aqquaintnace with the lady, then the amublance came, he then accompanied her on the ambulance, while on the ambulance, he talked to the lady, by profession he himself is a doctor, so he was doing watever he can, then he asked her for her blood allergy, she said say had a heart transplant b4, lau then did the necessary arrangments, Upon reaching the hospital, lau discharged his help but could not help but feel uneasy with the patient, and stayed there waiting for the operation to be over, while he was waiting and trying to ask the nurses how is the operation, he felt ignored, thus sitting alone outside the room, he waited for hrs and hrs , and felt like a fool with nobody ignoring him, with the nurses were all bz with their stuff, after waiting for many hrs he gave up, and left the hospital,

when he exited the hospital, it was storming heavily, the heavy rain beat on him mercilessly, he ran to his car and began drying himself, again he felt like shit, then he began to tink of his previuos gf or wife, his gf use to take care of him very well and always going the extra miles juz to help him watever she can, as he himself is a bz man working in the hospital , he began to understand how it feels to be waiting for hrs for somebody and being neglected and forgotten most of the time, still drenched with the coldness shivering, the patheic and tiredness, he though back, there was once his gf braved the thunderstorm to his hospital in the middle of the night to deliverd his laptop to him so tat he could work with, as he was bz, the nurses would not let her see him, huggin the laptop she feel asleep in the hospital shivering from the wetness of the clothing,until later when lau saw her, gotten the laptop and when back to continue with his work, not appreciating wat she had done.
but she was happy she deliverd the lap top to him,

Lau , realising how much his gf and done for him and attentive towards him, he felt very remorseful towards how he neglected her, he wanted to make ammendents towards her , but she had left to world, due to some reason tat i cannot recall,haha~,, then at the same time he was still concern with the victim he helped earlier on ,some how he felt close to the victim he helped and was determined to see the operation end, suddenly he recalled the victim saying she was a heart transplant patient, as cases of heart transplant is extremely rare at tat time, while waiting he went back to his office and search details of the lady, serach the news and hospital files until he came to a report tat verifies tat the lady was the 1st case of heart transplant in history, while he was reading, sudenly he saw the dates, it was excatly the same DATE his gf left the world! , thousand and 1 things flew thru his mind, he wanna speak but was lost for words, he was devastated. its explains why he had a uncanny accquaintance with a stranger he had never seen or heard , then the song plays, "Zhai shou yi chi wo ai ni", i tink i was alreadi asleep at that time, all i remember was quite blurry,

i tink my story writing and memory sucks haha,, hope the story is nice.~