Tuesday, March 29, 2005
back from the steamboat thingy..well .. a gathering b4 we spilt,, not much of a feeling though, maybe the course is too big and we aint bonded enuff, cos there are many muthafucks in admist, who always spoil the market, letting everyone suffer for their selfish acts and silly mistakes, be gone, ate lotsa prawns, loved em but hate the peeling part, too bad guoli wasnt there, 2 days mc ahhh..ate early and finsihed early. .
tomolo is bookin again, sianz early in the morning 730,, have to wake up at 6am,,hope i can get into slp tonite,, slacked the whole day..accompanied wentai to TTS to see doctor, oh man,, he got 1 week mc ,, im going this thursday alreadi..
kinda bored recently , always feeling at lost , duno wat to do , feels like something is missng, wats tat?, no idea, hate to say but life is real, where diamonds are expensive and life is cheap..recently i had a lot of dreams... a strange one, which occured many times over the yrs, how long ago i dun remember, i often dreamt i was on the run, sumthing like tat , climbing here and there ,squeezing thru holes up and under,riding my cute little bike in the mud running away from the scene,avoiding detection, the moment of fear and panick while in the lift, not knowing wat awaits u when the door opens, the kind of adreline rush,i dont know how to describe it , i always have problems describing my dreams, then i had 1 easily to describe, iwas riding on the expressway, saw an accident in front, nearing it, when looked at the roadside, i saw a bloodied arm, man the image is still fresh in my mind, nearing summore, saw bodies and limbs, its mentally disturbing, haha
god knows how long will i be doing this blog, duno its a moment of passion thingy or wat , too lazy to make it fanciful~ its so girlie, haha, i dun care wether u tell mi its pfg, oh pfg is pretty friggin good or fugly, juz a place to write wat i know and wat i am going thru, so when i am, i can still rember the days, memories are the best things u can ever keep in life, magical moments, where everyone wishes to relive, only the good ones...